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Man of God
by Amy L. Hoff


Book Summary: The mystery unfolds as Richard Graham, son of the fabled first Marquis of Montrose, embarks upon the quest to reclaim his family's treasure. The young Scottish nobleman sets out on an adventure that tests his strength, his Christian faith, and his sanity. Here lies a journey awaiting your discovery, cast in the shadows of exotic isles and shrouded in Highland mist.

Here is the first chapter for you to read here...

Illustration from Man of GodThe young man was a fiery shadow framed by sunlight, his hand upon the jagged edge of wood. The tropical sun shone down upon the lonely beach, the only sound the crash of the surf and the skittering of sand, which skirled around him and spilled with a soft sigh into the ancient ship.

He was not sure if the damage to the hull was from some long-ago battle, or the recent work of local ruffians. He stood there in the opening, breathing in the past. A sigh escaped him as he stared into the quiet darkness of the ship, and he closed his eyes in relief.

His name was Elijah Graham, and he had been searching for this ship his entire life. This quest had driven him for years, his intensity bordering on obsession; it was all that kept him alive, since the fateful day when he had served with Prince Charles Edward Stuart.

Bonnie Prince Charlie. Like so many of his fellow countrymen, Elijah had been charmed by the man. Charles was the rightful king of Britain, and his gallant manner coupled with his boyish good looks had entranced many a Scotsman. They had fought for him, the 'king over the water'- this was how the loyal Jacobites toasted him, raising a glass of water between their whisky and their heart...and so many of them had died for him, for their beliefs, and for their country, in the tragedy of Culloden Field.

In 1745, the handsome young prince had rallied the clans at Loch Shiel in Glenfinnan, and though only one hundred fifty MacDonalds had been there to receive him at first, within hours, Highland men from various clans which had gathered to support him numbered near one thousand. There was much drinking and singing; it appeared as though Scotland would be ruled by her own king at last. Prince Charlie wore a tartan suit laced with gold; his beauty and concern for his physical appearance belied his warrior heart. This romantic young man captured the imagination of the Scottish people, and though they did not follow him blindly, many of them cast their lots with the heir of the Stuart throne.

Elijah shook his head as he thought of Culloden. If the fool young prince had but listened to his Graham kinsman, Lord George Murray, the ensuing horror would have never disgraced Caledonia. Murray had been the only general of the Jacobite army who had any sound advice to give, but the prince would not listen. Elijah could still remember the screams of the wounded; the blood which came like the tears of the very land itself; of Gillies MacBean as he fought off a score of soldiers single-handedly...although an enemy general witnessed this, and had called, "Have mercy on the brave man!", the cry was heard too late. Elijah closed his eyes momentarily against the sting of tears. His kinsmen...his homeland...the country which had made valiant his name...but now, the gallant Grahams were no more. Elijah had been a preacher, passionate and poetic; and beneath his cleric's robes, a formidable warrior. This was how the Grahams had been known since anyone could remember- the warriors, the poets, the holy men of the Highlands. All the children of Scotland had been called much the same.

Now, no more. Their way of life, their weapons, even the clothing they wore had been outlawed, the clans disbanded. Culloden had destroyed more than the lives of the men who had fallen that day. The ghost of a smile haunted Elijah as he wondered what a foreigner might think of his desire to wrap the soft, warm woolen great kilt around himself. Women's clothing, according to the rest of the world. They knew not the noble blood which coursed through the veins of those men who wore the Highland wool, or they would not be so bold. The noble history of his native country had been lost by one prince, on one battlefield, and the blood of Scotland spilled into her centuries-old soil as hundreds of his fellow countrymen were destroyed.

In the years before the horror of Culloden Field, Elijah's interests had nothing to do with the sword. Aside from his chosen profession as preacher, Elijah had been a scholar of history. He had once come across mention of a strange family legend, which had captured his imagination. In the family library, he had read with growing astonishment of a young man much like him, who had pursued treasure long ago. This man had been dedicated to his family in the usual Graham manner, and Elijah had become infatuated with the romantic tale of piracy associated with his ancestor. At first, it had simply been a wonderful way to spend an uneventful afternoon, if he did not have devotions or a church service to preside over. After Culloden, it became an all-consuming obsession for him to find the ship, and the man, who had been associated with this old legend. However, it was not treasure alone which had inspired such fervor in the young preacher's heart.

Elijah briefly touched a cinnamon curl at the nape of his neck. The Grahams were renowned for their exquisite beauty, but his peculiar golden skin set against the blue flames of ice which were his eyes spoke of some different, wilder bloodline. He had traced the mystery of his appearance back to the mention of a young man possessed of a singular, uncommon beauty who had once lived within the stronghold of Auld Montrose. There had been a minuscule amount of information; simply a few sentences about a young man with a strange luminescence below his darkened skin...a boy whom, it was written, had the unearthly presence of an angel of God...

Elijah laughed bitterly. The same had been said of him, once. He used to think it useful for his sermons. Helped folk to believe...but now...

He no longer appeared beautiful to those of his parish, and the ethereal light had left his eyes. No one remarked him in a crowd, and no one called him handsome. He was simply a thin young man, with blue eyes and brown hair, and none of the lasses had winked at him in some time. He shook his head; it mattered not. He had been betrayed, and this infidelity had consumed him.

Nowadays, he wondered how anyone could say that Christ had been the son of God. He felt righteous in this; none had been a more staunch defender of the faith than he, and his loyalty had been repaid in blood. Any God of love in heaven would not have stripped him of his parents, his kin, his nation! He had tired of prayer, and set out to ease the sorrow of his homeland himself. Armed with history, his discovery of the young man whose description so resembled himself began to consume his life. After years of searching, he had caught word of this curiosity, an ancient galleon stranded upon a lone beach in a secluded part of Africa. He had made all speed to reach this place, hoping against hope, and his dreams had finally been realized.

This was the lost ship of legend.

He had run a hand over the name of the ship, brushing away the sand and feeling the raised Gaelic letters beneath his flat palm. His heart was filled with an angry, vengeful joy. He hoped that the treasure was all it had been purported to be. If the legend was true, Scotland was saved, his clan restored, and his chieftainship assured.

He gazed around the small room, as he stepped into the warm, dark interior of the ship. It appeared to have been a library. He began to gingerly search through the books and papers there, which had strangely seen little damage in all the years since the ship had run aground. As he searched, it became more and more plain to him that there might not be any treasure at all. His heart began to beat faster, and his jaw clenched as he searched, his frustration mounting. Nothing...and nothing....and nothing! He started to tear the room apart, looking frantically for a chest, jewels, anything! as he destroyed the century-old artifacts in his rage. He let out an animal shout as tears came to his eyes, and he pawed through an assortment of books and papers, old maps and trinkets, all in his rush to find the long-lost treasure.

The ship's library was empty. If there had been a treasure, it was long gone.

Elijah sat down hard, his hands thrust into his curly hair. He stared at the floor, an ache behind his eyes, as a sob rose in his throat. His dreams were dissipating, like mist in the Highland summer sun. There was no longer any hope. Scotland would remain imprisoned, their ways outlawed forever. Elijah's heart was crushed, and despair consumed him. No God of love would do this...

Suddenly, something caught his eye in the mess of books and papers between his feet, an ancient tome with stiff pages, yellow-brown with age. It seemed to be a journal or ship's log of some sort, which had fallen open in his anger. Inscribed in the old ink upon the yellowed page were two words that nearly stopped his heart:

Ne Oublie

The very words which had ripped from his throat at Culloden...the war cry of his once-mighty clan. He gently lifted the journal from the debris, brushing away the sand which had settled upon its pages. He set the old leather book upon his knees, touching the brittle pages with a delicate hand. His eyes widened in wonder as he read the century-old calligraphic writing, which was perfectly straight, each letter well-formed and intricately wrought. His fingertips traced the tiny grooves of the beautiful letters, as he envisioned the feathered quill pen scratching out the words, while the mighty ship cut through the crystalline ocean. What made his soul fill with awe was the tale which began to unfold upon the page. He sat in silent reverence as he read the words imprinted there, and they were as the taste of living water unto his parched and brittle soul....

The year of our Lord, 1652.

The ship's boards creak as she rocks from side to side; a comforting and reassuring feeling. I sit here in Captain d'Autevielle's cabin, a mug of ale by my side. Strange, how a pirate's life feels like an everyday existence, after a time. I do not know how greatly this life has tarnished my soul, but I comfort myself with the fact that this career rose from necessity, and the blood upon my hands was shed only in self-defense. Christ tells us to turn the other cheek to any sort of violence, however, so I am still unsure whether or not such an excuse is legitimate in the eyes of the Lord.

Yet there is something wonderful about this life. Sitting with my bare feet upon the rail in the noonday sun, laughing with Captain d'Autevielle as the seashell's echo of the ocean surrounds us...covered with a fine layer of sand from some deserted beach, like some ancient, dust-kissed book found in an attic, brought out into the sun to be read and loved once more...the pounding exhilaration and terror of an attack on the high seas, as we defend ourselves with swords and strength of mind, by the will of God. Strange, how everyone on earth believes himself on the side of good, regardless of his profession; curious, how this young pirate still considers himself a faithful Christian. Yet, as I have said, I am not aboard this ship without good reason, and that is why I have taken it upon myself to write this journal. My hope is that one day, when Captain d'Autevielle and I have parted ways, she will find my journal and know the truth. I did not deliberately deceive her, but did only what was necessary to protect us all.

Angel, my friend, my captain, forgive me. I cannot summon the courage to tell you this in spoken words.

Here is the truth.

My name is Richard Graham, and I am a Scotsman.

This may appear to be a minor revelation to you, Angel, but I assure you it is not. I spent months ridding myself of my Scottish tongue, slowly cultivating it until I spoke with the mannered grace of a Southern English gentleman. A gentleman I have always been, both in manner and noble birth; chivalrous and gallant to a fault, as I have so often been told. English, however, I am not- and would never wish to be. I am writing this so you will know I have no association with that country, or with the kings which spilled the noble blood of Scotland's children. I can only hope that my selective honesty will not destroy your faith in me.

You may wonder why I have kept all of this hidden for so long. Nothing in life could warrant such secrecy, I can almost hear you thinking, and it makes me smile. Well, my captain, though a man's life may be an open book, some pages of the tome are always left unread.

Here, then, are my missing pages...

Chapter One: The Gallant Grahams

Dawn was breaking over the shadowed mountains, bathing the countryside in a strange and ethereal light which was peculiar to the Highlands of Scotland. This decidedly unique sunlight fell crystalline and warm upon Auld Montrose, the stronghold of Clan Graham.

Within the cool stone walls, down a great hall, a young noble stood staring at a wooden door. He wore nothing but his breacan-fˇile, a length of plaid wool worn like a toga, held in place at his shoulder with a large brooch and secured with a belt around his waist. The plaid was arranged hurriedly and without much thought to its appearance. His chest was bare beneath his plaid, and he wore a pair of old knee-high boots made of animal hide, called brogans, which had seen better days. He was holding his sgian dubh, a small dagger usually left concealed and used as battle's last resort. His long, thin fingers were encircled with rings of intricately-woven sterling; like most of his people, he was enamored of silver. His fair hand cupped the tiny knife as he rubbed its blade between his index finger and thumb. It was a nervous, preoccupied action: his mind was at work upon many things.

Despite his slovenly appearance, the great beauty of the young man was readily apparent to anyone who observed him. He had brown hair of a dark cinnamon color, which grew in wide pixie curls, the tips of which framed his face and barely touched his shoulders. His eyes were faceted sapphires of a cool ocean blue which looked alien and otherworldly against the strange golden tone of his skin. He was worried this day; he knew in his heart that it had come time to marry, and he wanted nothing of it. He had two loves in life, for his clan and for God; he felt sure there was no room in his heart for any other.

The great hall of his family's castle was free of other visitors, which assured the young man of the reason he had been called here. Generally, the castle and surrounding countryside was filled with his kinsmen, the men and women of his own clan, or at least his brothers and sister. The silence was deafening, and he was unaccustomed to it. He wished one of his siblings would come chasing down the hall, and drag him off to play in the heather by the bonnie shores of Loch Montrose. All his hope was for naught; apparently the entire household had been told to busy themselves elsewhere.

"Come in," he heard his father say. The young man took a deep breath, tucked his sgian dubh into his brogan, and pushed the door open.

James Graham, fifth Earl of Montrose and first Marquis, sat at his ornate desk, tapping the point of his quill pen against the shiny black leather of his riding-boot, left ankle upon right knee. He appeared to be deep in thought, the library of books surrounding him in studious, dust-scented silence. The rich glow of morning light poured through the high windows and made vibrant the serious grays and dull whites of his grand study.

Handsome, cavalier, and gallant, James Graham was an artist's dream. This man was indescribable; pen nor paint nor sculpture could ever hope to define such a face or personality. He was the stuff of legend; right-minded people would say men of his ilk did not truly exist. Yet, James Graham was the incarnation of the tales of noble knights; his great talent in war and his natural chivalry were spoken of far and wide. Now, pensive, poised for action, it was simple to understand why he had become King Charles Stuart's right-hand man.

He had wide, expressive blue eyes which were shadowed with grey, and a serious face which was nevertheless given to laughter; dark, flowing hair which curled handsomely over his shoulders. He had the discreet mustachios favored by many soldiers of his day, and stood straight and tall, proud in his valor. He wore impeccable Highland dress, from his tartan plaid to his brogans. He was every inch a Scotsman, and did honor to the noble name of Graham.

The massive door of the study opened, and a shadowed figure entered the room. James looked up, and as his son walked into the sunlight falling from the great window, he was again surprised by the strange beauty of his child. The boy's fair face was only outdone by the beauty of his soul, innocent and filled with love for his Creator. This love shone through his eyes like sunlight through a stained-glass window, giving them their uncanny, gemlike quality. The young man's tousled hair was unkempt, and he had all the appearance of a feral child. His father smiled, but shook his head.

"Good day, Faither," said Richard Graham, as he stepped into the sunlight.

"Ye look like a wild man, Richard," James admonished his son, "Dark skin and unruly hair are unbefitting the son of a nobleman- suppose King Charles sees ye that way?"

"Faither...." he began.

"What on earth are ye wearing?" asked James, starting.

"My breacan, Faither, same as ye are," said Richard, slightly embarrassed. He had been instructed to dress well, as King Charles was coming to visit. James had informed him that His Majesty had little respect for the Scots, even though he himself was Scottish, and to be sure his appearance did his family and his country honor. Richard had been incensed that a king of Scots would reject his birthright, and had decided that he had no interest in catering to the man's prejudice.

"I can see that, son, but why are ye wearing it as if ye had nae manners?" his father asked, "Ye hae deliberately disobeyed me. Why?"

Richard appraised his father calmly.

"I am young, Faither, and dinnae wish tae be involved in politics," said Richard, "King Charles will understand."

"Richard," he replied, "as the eldest, ye will be next in line as Marquis. The politics will involve ye, whether ye like it or not."

"Then all the better to look like a savage, sae the fool will hae an idea o' wha will be his next noble lieutenant," said Richard obstinately, with a reckless grin. James shook his head.

"Richard," his father sighed, "Ye maun ken, ye are the son of a man who is fighting a losing battle for a king no one loves. I am quite aware o' how much ye dislike these formalities. However, this is a matter of the utmost importance tae me. Ye are normally an obedient and charming young man, and ye make me proud wi' your chivalry and gentle nature. We earned the title, 'The Gallant Grahams', and ye are living proof. I am merely frustrated- the king wants me to raise an army for him wi' no resources or money, and I am at a loss. Forgive my exasperation wi' ye, my son. Let us talk of pleasant things."

"Aye, Faither," Richard replied, sighing, "Now, will ye tell me why ye called me here this morning?"

James grinned, leaning back against his desk.

"I brought ye here tae discuss marriage, my son," James said, and Richard's golden skin paled. His father noticed, and laughed.

"Dinnae look sae worried, lad!" said James, "Wi' your exquisite beauty and impeccable manners, ye will be guaranteed a fine, bonnie young Christian girl wi' a rich dowry. Ye hae no reason to worry."

Richard smiled shyly. He threaded his fingers through the soft tartan at his shoulder, his eyes cast downward.

"Faither, " he said softly, "these things are not my concern. I hae no desire tae marry. I wish tae be the servant and husband o' God alone, and tae serve my clan upon the battlefield, fighting wi' ye on the side of right for God's chosen king."

Upon hearing his son utter these words, a haunted expression came to James' face. He straightened, and put his hand behind Richard's head, pulling his son towards him. He leaned his forehead against his son's and stared straight into the boy's eyes.

"If what ye say is true, lad," said James, "and ye wish tae live a life serving the Lord, make me a promise."

"Anything, Faither," said Richard, confused by his father's sudden change in demeanor and uncomfortable in the intensity of James' gaze.

"Ye are my eldest son, Richard, and I love ye mair than anything in this world," said his father, "ye were the first born, and first loved. Ye hae brothers that can take over for ye.

"Promise me that ye will never be a military man. Truly, my son, I dinnae care if ye marry or not. I only want tae keep ye frae a life like mine, and marriage is one o' the only ways I could think of to do it. Ye maun promise me ye will never fight in any war. If ye want tae lead a life like that of the apostle Paul, celibate for life and living for God, do this for me: go tae Ireland, and take monastic orders. There, ye will be able tae serve the good Lord in peace and safety, far frae the politics and war that have ensnared me in this country. If ye truly love and admire me, do as I say. Promise me ye will never choose tae serve God as I hae done. The danger and terror ye maun face would be too much for me tae bear. Promise me."

Richard listened to this refrain of 'promise me' with fear in his heart. He had never known his father to so vehemently disapprove of the military life, and it was strange to hear.

"I promise, Faither," whispered Richard, staring into those dark, warlike eyes which had already seen so much blood and devastation. James held his gaze for a moment, then let out a sigh of relief, his eyes closing in silent thanks. He hugged his son and tousled his hair, smiling. The shadows of the two men stretched across the floor, a somehow poignant illustration of the two noble figures silhouetted in the morning light.

* * *

Richard knelt in the sand, his hands clasped in prayer. He made a pilgrimage to this lonely cove as many times as he could, because here, he truly felt the divine presence. Here, he had experienced rapturous visions and heard the still, small voice in his heart. The crashing of the waves against the sand, and the subsequent quiet hiss as the sea withdrew, tumbling pebbles as it went, soothed his soul. Though he never knew why, there was something about the ocean that spoke to him of God.

Richard tilted his face towards the sun, his eyes closed in contented ecstasy. He felt the heat burn into his skin, a sensation he accorded the highest pleasure of life. He smiled slightly, understanding why ancient heathen religions had worshipped the sun. He gave thanks to the Lord for its warmth, for the rolling sea, for solitude.

It was good to be away from Auld Montrose; his father was much too preoccupied with the king's affairs to bother much with his eldest son. Richard was rather confused by his father's insistence that he join a monastery, but he was also relieved. He dreaded marriage; he was only interested in serving God, by prayer or by sword, and he felt that a wife would merely hinder him. He had never much understood why people would go mooning about, chasing each other to the ends of the earth, their hearts destroyed and resurrected in what seemed to him a vicious and useless cycle of pain. The moment one's heart was mended, it would fall in love again and so be shattered once more. If someone had the perfect and eternal love of Jesus Christ, he reasoned, why would you desire any other? Richard found humans, including himself, rather foul and disappointing. Of course, part of his feelings regarding love had to do with his own high standards, and the belief that no real human would ever live up to them, so he had long ago decided that earthly love was not worth his time. He was in love with God, and his love was all-consuming. No other love could ever live up to divine perfection.

With the sigh of a man who must depart from his beloved, Richard finished his prayers and reluctantly walked up the hill away from the sandy beach. As he began the voyage back to Auld Montrose, he looked back towards the ocean one last time. There it slept, powerful, beautiful, deadly; above all, obedient to God in everything. Its deep and heavy green met the clear blue of the sky upon the horizon in a perfect line. The tranquil, rhythmic peace of the place made the young man pray, almost unconsciously, for a life lived upon the ocean. He then set out for Auld Montrose, as the day was waning. After all, he was the eldest son of the Marquis, and he must be introduced to the king.

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